Extreme pressures at work, loved ones in denial, ministry not going the way it should be, studying for insurance exam and icing on the cake? – a visit with the plastic surgeon who tells me that I will need three surgeries to put “Humpty” back together again. I was thinking one surgery. I don’t have enough sick time left. Now it will postpone into next year. All of these distractions have been the video playing in my head.
I know I’m not different than most folks by carrying the camel instead of the camel carrying my stuff. When they took my blood pressure yesterday it was very high. My blood pressure has always been ridiculously low in the past. When I woke up this morning, God told me to take a little walk with Him. I did.
As we walked together, He gently told me that, “Today is the day, I gave you, Lynn. I want you to know it’s the day you’ve been given and not GIVE IN! “Wow, I’ve been giving in to the pressures and letting it get to me. Funny how quickly we do this. It’s because we don’t realize that every breath and every heartbeat belongs to Him! – It doesn’t belong to a circumstance, a busy life, a problem, or a must do! You would think I’d get this by now.
Came back home with a new perspective this morning. I Love Today! Tomorrow’s not mine yet, but today God gave me This Day! What will I make of it? The best I can for Him and for others! There is always room to grow and discover beauty beyond what is in front of me. Even if the day doesn’t feel good, all the more reason then, to reach out and connect with God and others. I will be encouraging others today to enjoy This day. Pretty sure a very ancient friend of mine got it right when he said,” This is the Day that the Lord has made, I WILL rejoice and be glad in it!”